The beginning of the week I was talking to a dear friend of mine from my old job, and he and I had been talking most of the day on line and we seem like we have both forgotten what's really important to us. I've got so much going on with the wedding and Little Man's early education, that I've put aside the one thing that's really been a big part of my life, besides, the dolls and scrap-booking, and I really need to start to reconnect to my path that I had started on years, almost two decades ago. We both are a mentors to each other, and we've both had lots and lots of things that have gotten in the way of what we like doing, well, that's going to change. Dreamweaver lit a fire under my butt and got me thinking on the things I love. Even FireHoth has been on me about getting back to my roots, and for me to start meditating again, and just go into my room.
I've had so many websites, blogs, under so many different names, and would get them started then never practice what I was preaching to myself, and I've had too many other outside things get in my way. When we bought the house that we are in one of the things that we were looking for were some extra rooms that just didn't need to be used for bedrooms or offices. Well in our master bedroom, we have two walk in closets. One is supposedly to be just for clothes for the female of the house, and one small one for just the man of the house, which is just ridiculous. FireHoth and I together will never have that many clothes, so the smaller of the two, became my altar room. I painted it a light lavender and cream and it's just such a fantastic room, that I miss being in there.
Halloween is my biggest and best holiday, and I haven't done anything in so long I was starting to feel guilty. The wedding will be Halloween, and I'm so excited about that, but there are other things that I need to include for that day also: connecting to the past and the people that have passed away, the actual symbolism for the day, and the true meaning.
So for at least now, writing this all down will get me back to where I need to be, spiritually wise and quiet my head also. Now to clean out the room some.
EDIT: As I was doing this post, I actually started another blog. Yeah, what am I thinking? Thank god for Typepad and multiple blogs on one account. So with bringing over my old content will go now on
Down The Rabbit Hole. I'm so happy to finally be doing this and getting the time to bring everything over. It's been a long time in the making, so now to start transferring.